so this is what an unchallenging routine does to your self.
bless me then.


one can only stay submissive for so long.
i'm changing maids again.


what isnt a cry for love.
is a cry for dependence.
no worries though.
the line's barely visible.


yes, i've finally gotten back to my pen.
slowly, i promise.


enough of idealization.
enough.


the slip that brought me
to my knees, failed
what if all these fantasies
come flailing around
now i've said too much.

perfection at 3:49 PM